Ode to Sectarianism

April 9, 2007

Sunday, September 17, 2006

“Hayia Alassalaat! Hayia Al Alfalaah!”
(Come, towards prayer, Come, towards the peace)
Ma!
I don’t want to go to the masjid
Ma!
I am scared. My friends are too
2 weeks ago
It was the same Azaan for Asr (prayer)
The same, smoggy, silent afternoon
2 weeks ago, on this same, smoggy, silent afternoon,
I wasn’t scared -
Or maybe, I just did not know
Death
Blood
2 weeks ago Ma!
I hadn’t seen someone die
Never heard the rattling of Kalashnikovs,
Or the hellish blasts of grenades,
Mixed with the frenzied chants of veiled young men with glaring red eyes
“Allah Hu Akbar! Die Shia Die, Shia Murdabad!”
And the cries of the victims (of their own faith)
“Help me, I am shot!” “My God, My God, Someone look at my legs, I can’t move them…Aah!”
“I can’t see! I can’t see!”
2 weeks ago Ma! I never saw blood coming out of Nasir’s eyes
Molvi sahib said, Children of my age go to heaven if they die,
But Ma, my dear Ma!
Is heaven reached only after tossing, turning, struggling in one’s own pool of blood?
Or by making others do that?
2 weeks ago Ma!
I wasn’t scared of going to Heaven -

I love Allah, Ma!
I love my Allah, Him, my creator, I adore and worship and submit to
He, the Lord and giver of everything I have
My toys, you and Baba, my friends, the rain, water and chocolate
I don’t know what is Shia, Ma!
And if I am one, as Nasir was,
Then,
SHALL I BE SLAIN TOO?
WOULD I BE BLINDED WITH MY OWN BLOOD TOO?
ON MY WAY TO MASJID, MY FAVORITE PLACE TO BE NEAR MY ALLAH, MY CREATOR?
WILL I YELL AND CHANT FOR YOU TOO?
“MA, I AM HURT, HELP ME!”
“MA, I BLEED, PICK ME UP”
“HOLD ME…”
“MA, WATER…MA! … MA!”
WOULD YOU GO INSANTE TOO?
LIKE NASIR’S MA?
“MY CHILD, MY CHILD, MERA BACHA, MY LAAL”?
MA, MY DEAR, DEAR MA!
I AM SCARED
I don’t want to be a Shia, or…
Anything
I want to stay home,
Ma, I am scared…
Please tell Allah
Dearest, Greatest Allah
Can I go to pray, and do so without being a shia? A sunni?
A dead child?


On all the fatheads celebrating Hezbollah’s “Victory”

April 9, 2007

Thursday, August 24, 2006

I pity you and your sick approach. 1000 civilians dead and you call it a victory? 10 years back push in the Lebanese economy and you call it a victory? Condemnations of Nasrullah by Saudi Arabia and Malaysia, and you have the guts to call it a victory? 30% of the southern Lebanon still occupied by Israel and you call it a freaking victory? All Lebanese ports still blockaded and you call it a victory? Only 20 Israeli soldiers killed vs. 190 Hezbollah terrorists gone to hell and you call it a darn victory? French hesitating to send troops because of unpredictable and non-trustworthy behavior of Hezbollah and you, my sweetly naive and completely ignorant friend, have the guts to call it a damn victory??? Ha-ha.

Muslim, that’s what you call yourself? Right? Do you even know what the very word Muslim means? Bringer/bearer of “peace.” now you tell me, is there any thing common between those power hungry gun-totting maniacs in Hezbollah who want the entire world dead or follow their stupid ideology and the word peace? Hezbollah has lost. In fact, it has made Lebanon lose. Lebanon lost the battle against its suffering on the hands of these maniacs calling themselves mujahideen. Lebanon lost that battle because of Hezbollah’s hunger of power and cheap quick fame, of Nasrullah’s rigid stubbornness despite the deaths of thousands of innocent people.

Hezbollah, in the second round of the battle would be eliminated. By Lebanon and Israel combined, more by the Lebanese people who are sick and tired of Hezbollah’s rogue, raw claim of being the saviors of Islam in the Middle East. If it is not eliminated, it will continue to hamper not only Lebanon’s but also the region’s entire also path to progress and emerge as key players in the international politics. Wake up, and operate this cancer from your society rather than enjoying and celebrating it, before its too late.


On Pakistani Kids cheering for Hezbollah

April 9, 2007

“My brothers, my sisters and my mates
My dear soldiers guarding the gates
Stand tall and behold the foe
Though you‘ll not be counted among the greats
But those who are showering bombs
Playing with many a million fates
The evil empire of Israel
And the likes of United States
There is no one for Lebanon
For Iraq, Palestine or Afghanistan
God knows when this would ever end!
When smoke will clear to show the dawn?
But before such a day would come
We’ll need to stay and hang on
Till the last drop of blood
Till the last tear, our mothers mourn
But the roofs are falling, the ground is shaking
The hope, the patience of men is breaking
Peace process, the UN cannot match
The pace these inhuman missiles are making
How long shall we keep our eyes closed?
Till we realize and end this faking!
Perhaps we won’t, but I am hopeful
For Soon the race of men shall be waking”
- Zeeshan. (Some Pakistani Poet)

“The essence of one of the hadiths is:” the blood of a Muslim is more sacred than the rocks of which ka’aba is made” that very blood [of Muslims] is flowing like rivers today! ” – Abubakar (on Zeeshan’s Poem).

Blood of Muslims? You know guys, enough is enough. I hate to say these things coz you all are so hyped up here, but I am sorry I can’t take anymore of this crap. You write poems, beautiful ones, spend time thinking about them, and take pride in them. Makes me proud too, but what I cannot bear is all you intellectuals looking so much farther away from the reality. The blood of Muslims is flowing like rivers, true. By who? MORE MUSLIMS KILL OTHER MUSLIMS THAN NON-MUSLIMS MY NAIVE DREAMERS.

Israel and United States are evil to you, but for Turkey, Jordan, Egypt, they are good friends and for every muslim country that signed on the WTO,  they are trade partners, essential ones. Hezbollah was condemned by Saudi and emirates governments and by that OIC (oh, I see) of yours, and you write poems about the same Hezbollah? Guards? Lebanon? What the hell? Has your bias overcome you to the extent where you just don’t dare to see the other side of the picture? Intellect without objectivity is just as empty as Nasrullah’s faith. Don’t you ever think that why the hell did Hezbollah have to kidnap Israeli soldiers in the first place? After spending 9 years in peace with Israel, all of a sudden Hezbollah gets a sudden urge to make a buzz in the globe and put the whole Lebanese nation on a major ass kicking campaign, WHY? They are not brethrens; they are individuals with individual interests. Islam, its revival or even its survival is the least of their worries. Glory, quick cheap fame, and a rogue imagery of themselves are the main objective. All the money that Hezbollah spent in first aggravating and aggressing against Israel could have been spent to educate a few more Muslim girls, build a few more schools where kids could study and hopefully become effective representatives of their nations in the globe. All the money that Bin Ladin spent on getting him anti aircraft guns for his personal protection could have built some roads in Afghanistan, could have saved some girls in Pakistan to commit suicide for not getting married because of their family’s poverty…but no. They wont.

More Iraqis die in the suicide bombings in Iraq than Americans. In fact the stats were (back in June) 9 Iraqis for every 1 American soldier. Sudanese slaughtered massive numbers of their own Muslim brethrens for the good ole tribal rivalry. Shias slaughtered by Sipah Sahaba (a militant, radical Muslim political organization from Pakistan) was a common fare where I was growing up, the reason being that Shias were different. That’s all. STOP BLAMING THE REST OF THE WORLD FOR THE PERILS THAT YOUR OWN BROTHERENS BRING UPON YOU. BECAUSE OF THAT NASTY BEHAVIOR WE HAVE ESTABLISHED THIS “BITCHY BITCHY ALL THE TIME” IMAGE OF US, SO USE UR INTELLECT FOR SOME CONSTRUCTIVE ACTIVITIES FOR HEAVENS SAKE.


ILLITERACY – THE ARCH NEMESIS OF SOCIETIES

April 9, 2007

Monday, August 21, 2006

Illiteracy and ignorance among any social, ethnic or religious group of people leads towards prejudices, biased opinions, and most destructively, towards a total economic collapse especially in the current capitalistic economic models. Islam has long suffered the perils of ignorance among its followers. Be it Saudi Arabia or Pakistan, majority of the 1.3 billion Muslim populations in today’s world stands ignorant. Ignorant about their own religion, its history, its facts, their regional issues, and above all, the recent history and the current events of the world. In return, this mass ignorance leads us towards being unable to form democratic governments, or crippled to run a government even if one is found.

Economic deprivation emerging from unstable political conditions becomes a major excuse for the populace to stay illiterate, and focus on labor-intensive industries only. That illiteracy, when widespread, is a tool for any group to manipulate our thoughts in any way they want, making most of us firm believers in conspiracy theories. That the entire world is against Islam and that Islam is supposed to be against the entire world, that no act of America, western European nations or Israel is empty of deception woven against the Muslims are the major and key conspiracies popular among our people. As long as we keep in believing them, we keep on rejecting the most obvious, most apparent and most current facts and truths about our time WHICH ARE: EDUCATION, MONEY, and STABLE GOVERNMENTAL SYSTEMS.

As long as us Muslims have something or someone to blame upon, we will never realize what we need to get rid of our current and shamefully deprived state of affairs. And the only way to revive it is education. In each and every part of each and every Muslim nation, education and more education and nothing else. Bring your comments, and I’d love those who dare to differ on this. Peace!


Islam and me…random thoughts

April 9, 2007

I have studied Islam close enough to find out means that lead to peace, unanimous harmony for all human beings. I have studied Islam enough to inspire me to instigate peace for all that I come into contact with. I will always choose Islam for myself, because it is Islam that has given me the ability to be peaceful towards all. Persecuting minorities, promoting terrorism and hatred and remaining ignorant are DISTORTIONS of Islam, implemented by some power hungry maniacs to contain whatever they have their hands on. I am sure you understand the difference between the concept, and its implementation. If you are atheist that is perfectly okay with me as long as my being a Muslim is okay with you. Live on mutual respect basis, not on defining the external through the internal – that my friends, is the real spirit of Islam. If people don’t understand that portion of it, and only follow the action filled part of it for their own purposes, I have my hopes in you the educated and you the learned to understand the fact that the implementation of an idea does not define the source.


Of Islamic Sharia

April 9, 2007

Sharia is not the word of God. It is the law drafted by people who claimed they are deriving it from the Quran and Hadis. I have no fear in saying that the law does reflect some of the cultural, regional of the time when the laws were being drafted. Sharia does not prescribe only a woman’s being stoned if guilty of adultery. Sharia does prescribe a fair trial, and a legit prosecution under the supervision of court of law to prohibit social immorality from spreading. Any woman alone if stoned alone on charges of adultery is wrong, for both man and woman involved have to be tried and if found guilty, prosecuted otherwise option to prison or communal pardon is to be considered. (Dr. Peter M Carr & Mufti Tariq Qasmi, Sharia – The Just Laws: A research on Reforms within Sharia Laws) I will not be supportive of anything that is inhumane, and unjust, and that’s what I have learned from the study of Islam.

But again. Oh well…Religion is, above all, the most personal thing humans have within them. No matter how we define it, as mode of inner peace or life’s manual, religion is nothing beyond us. Every faith is universal in the terms that every faith preaches the respect, and preservation of life in all forms. Every faith is universal in terms that it gives humans a common ground to initiate and propel peace. If, however, some elements divert it and use it for their own benefits, it is their individual problem because they pay a price for that. Others have nothing to do with that, as long as they remain respectful of the human feelings and rights among themselves. We are taught that in Pakistan, at least I and everyone who I grew up with in Faisalabad was, and it was quite strange to us to even come to know of a Shia Sunni conflict, or all the hatred against everyone else among religious fanatics. While my friends and I attempt to fix the situation, we seek some room from those who dwell around us. We will grow, and we will gain stability only if we are given the time and space!


Idea v. Implementation

April 9, 2007

A true Muslim, is defined by the very name of his. Muslim: bringer of peace, Follower of peace. Instigator of peace, of blessing, of forgiveness and of tolerance. If people are bad, call them bad. But don’t dare call the religion bad because of the people. Sikh attackers slaughtered my grandmother’s siblings during the 1947 partition riots in front of her own eyes. She never said Sikhism was bad, or it preached hatred and killing. She never said, neither did my father, my grandfather, or me, that Sikhism and Sikhs should be hated because we have first hand evidence of their atrocity. If they chanted Sat Sri Akkaal when slaying little children, they didn’t exactly represent Sikhism but their personal inclination for violence. It wasn’t Sikhism, but the individuals!


The business of Jihad – A mullah’s entrepreneurship!

April 9, 2007

Summer 2006 – Bush visits India, offers nuclear energy.

Islam has never meant to be the religion of extremes. I was born a Muslim, but I chose to stay a Muslim because of this very quality of Islam – The quality of universal adaptability. It is peace for all, and hatred for none but the Satan himself. When a bearded, jubbah wearing khateeb of a wahabbi majority mosque came to me after an Asar prayer, and told me to limit my dua and not be all that dramatic (I was crying to pray for the recovery of my aunt from brain tumor), That was my first exposure to a jahil mullah. I told him he was a jahil mullah, and could care less for his age.

I am a Muslim, and I have the responsibility of maintaining my faith as what it is, of protecting it from looking like the most oppressive system of life and religion in the history. My responsibility is not to convert every human being into a Muslim, or kill them. But wait a second, that’s what Al-Qaeda tells us. That’s what Qazi Hussein Ahmed (Leader of Jamat e Islami, overwhelmingly wahabbi political party in Pakistan) said in October of 2004 when he was asked about his approach towards Tableegh (Preaching/Spreading of Islam). His solution was, either to convert everyone into a wahabbi Muslim, or make him or her subservient to the Muslim state, or eliminate him or her by all means possible.

But my friend, I did not see any hadis (words of Prophet Muhammad PBUH) saying anything like that in all the major 6 books of hadis. And trust me, I have been searching for that since 5 years now. Nothing. All I find Hazrat Muhammad PBUH saying is “Eitadal” (non-extremism, middle ness), Tahammul (Tolerance), and Burdbari (forgiveness, sobriety). And all I find these so called scholars of ours saying is, Intolerance, Violence, Killings, war, war, war and war. So that young men like us could go commit suicides in Palestine just for the sake of aiding (previously) yasir Arafat (now hamas) in strengthening their governments. Yasir Arafat owned 9 mansions all over Europe. Where did that money come from? From young men blowing up innocent civilians, and then the international community giving money to Palestine coz they are violent enough to not run a government successfully. Our brothers go die in Kashmir and Pakistan army benefits. Each year the defense budget is increased just because of the growing number of troops in Kashmir and elsewhere along the LOC.

And why does India increase its troops? Because of all the “Mujahideen” keep escalating violence there. Those mujahideen are average kids, mostly poorly or completely uneducated, poor, but very talented. They go attack the Indians in Kashmir because a jahil mullah sitting in his air-conditioned house convinces them to, and they attack the Indians. Indians increase security in the region, so Pakistan has to spend more money too on the army. All that money is not used to build tanks or bullets my friend, its our lovely officers importing fine brand whiskey, gathering huge real estate properties, and their beacon-house student kids going to the Indian border and saying we want peace! Hah. Peace, my ass.

I stand firmly on my position. Pakistan’s most horrendous, most horrible problem is the lack of education that ranges from civilians to the upper ranking people. And when it reaches these fanatical molvies, who, on one hand say they are the representatives of Islam, and on the other hand use the money collected on the name of Islam to destroy its image – to grow opium in Afghanistan and sell it so alameda could by more protection for that horse’s ass called been laden. I am all respects for learned, unbiased, and optimistic aalims. (dr. shahid masood from ary of whom many of my fellow Pakistanis are quite fans of, is NOT A SCHOLAR to me. Coming on TV and making false statements about a possible Armageddon is not scholarly, it is destructive because it’s the preaching of divide in a time when we need that crap the least). If you want an example of a good scholar, go read Vincent Cornell of Univ. of Kansas.

We talk about how Pakistan and India can compete for global recognition in terms of power balance. Pakistan needs to improve its image, not blame RAW, CIA, or Mosad for all its evils. We all need to do that for Pakistan. We need to make every effort to educate as many kids as we can, so that they could be a lawyer, not a suicide bomber, not another Muslim fighting for the wrong cause. We need to make Pakistan an investor’s heaven.

We need to make sure the next time any molvi (Mullah) in any masjid tells that either Shia’s or Sunni’s or wahabbi’s are bad, that he is expelled from the mosque as well as the city. We need to make sure that anytime a guy comes to you asking for jihad fund, we tell him to give that jihad money to a school, buy a kid some books or food. We don’t need Kashmir, we need Pakistan. We need a stronger Pakistan, not a more violent and socially unstable Palestine. There was no jihad fund in Palestine back when 90 thousand Pakistani soldiers surrendered to India. There was no Hammas or Alfateh coming to help Pakistan when we lost a part of our country. Iran did not do anything when Pakistan was slapped with 30 different trade sanctions after our nuclear tests.

You see? For these fanatics, its not about Islam or Muslims. It is about how, when and where they can gain control of a territory, exploit its resources on the name of Islam, run an unaccounted for state, gather as much money and some fame as well, and then just die like a dog one day. They are not mujahids; they are gangsters, looters, and thugs polluting our beautiful, beautiful religion. Join me in prayers, deeds and actions, in the direction of eliminating the differences that, if ignored any longer will shatter us. Let us prevent our faith, and country from what I see as the 100 years war among Shia’s and Sunnis, just because a jahil mullah named Muhammad Ibn e Wahhab wanted to gain money, created a sect called wahabbi sect to empower Saud’s family in assisting the British settle in Arabia. Let us rise up, through education, through tolerance and through faith. Or else, we wont be left with many choices my friends. Lets try not to get at that point. Peace!

Wouldn’t it be nice that we stopped blaming the west and America for each and every single thing that goes wrong with Pakistan or other Muslim countries?

India acquired its complete nuclear technology from Russia. It has hardly ever purchased or has been provided with any nuclear fuel, equipment or other assistance by the States. India gained this recent deal with the States for Nuclear fuel provision not because the famous Bush-Cheney-Sharon trio (as per popular conspiracy) wants to use India against Pakistan – but because they see a promise in India. A growing economy, providing the vital support for businesses and economies around the globe and therefore becoming part of a great process. I totally admire Indians for taking that role of educating their youths, keeping their politics in order at least on the executive levels. That deal, in fact will require India to open up its reactors for the international monitoring, which will mean an end to India’s nuclear arsenal building. It will, however be capable of producing much more nuclear energy, which consequently will lower its energy costs.

Why did India get this favor and Pakistan did not? Because Pakistan, thanks to those Jahil (ignorant, uneducated) Mullah’s spreading the wrath of violence in the country, has been viewed as a struggling, but overwhelmingly turbulent and therefore undependable nation. Whereas India has increased its Literacy rates, provided the world with a whole generation of engineers, doctors and business gurus, held democratic elections and has maintained an image of a rapidly developing player in the global economy.

Apart from all this, I very strongly believe it would be almost impossible for the deal to go through. Its 2006 already, half gone. The nuclear Aid deal will not be finished from being drafted by november of this year, by the team we get ready for the midterm elections. Soon after that, as we all can see why and how, the formation of a democratic congress (no matter how narrowly) is very imminent. New Congress wouldnt start taking care of business until after christmas retreat, by when other WIP bills such as the much promised stem cell research and Patriot Act will be well in line to be reviewed. The congress will be all focused on war, and how to get bush, not america out of the iraq war. With a surmounting war bill, and presidential nominations starting, the last thing the congress would want to approve is a multi billion dollars aid to india just coz their food is good and IT kicks ass. So, I am not even gonna consider it as a possibility, maybe if we really need something important of them such as mediation (if they make it to the UN secerertary seat etc).

Facts, my friends, are going to help you. Accept them, even though they are not very sweet, because anger, rage and denial of our own ignorance will leave us gasping for our last breaths, as others take out our oxygen. Before we suffer an intellectual death, wake up, learn, educate, and take responsibility for your nation – don’t just graduate get a job and say okay that’s all I had to do. Each one of us is a Jinnah, as long as each one of us practices our commitment, our debt to our motherland.

*Note: I posted this on my blogspot blog last year, at the time when bush was in india. And today, april 22, ayesha saeed, a good friend, informed me of this:
http://www.dawn.com/2007/04/26/top9.htm


Of Jahil Mullahs.

April 9, 2007

Late Spring of 2006…
I intend to point towards the fallacy that is created when ignorant, uneducated and unaware individuals take the cover under the label of Aalim, Mullah, or Molana, and then exploit their followers. Sometimes that exploitation is for very individual, egotistical reasons (sprouting from sheer ignorance) or it is misleading for the sake of misleading. Misleading for the sake of creating anarchy, creating hate against those who are different – and then taking the lead in a war against them. Just like molvies from Sipah Sahaba, Lashkar e Jhangvi did. Killing a person just because his name was Jaafri, and that pointed towards him being a descendant of the Prophet, “so lets kill ‘em all. (My blood relative – Dr. T. Zaheer, 1998) Who ever survived Karbala, lets annihilate them now.” That, my friends, is what Jahil mullahs do.

Their Jahalat (ignorance) becomes a sect, and its followers, out of their own ignorance, perpetuate that legacy of hatred – out of sheer ignorance. Just because some idiot felt like being the leader without being able to serve. It is those Jahil mullah’s my friend, who have blotted the name of our beloved country so much that we, despite our importance, are overlooked often by the world.


Shia vs. Sunni, on the Shrine Bombings in Iraq.

April 9, 2007

Monday, February 27, 2006

Well-done, fellow Muslims. Another wonderful demonstration of how divided we are among ourselves, and how few reasons we need for any external enemy to attack us as we kill our own brethrens now. Bravo, Bravo Wahabbi Ideology of the world, you are the true saviors of Islam and its glorious traditions. Salutations to you, you who want to start a 100 years war in between the followers of Islam. When will the thirst for blood end, I ask to you Mr. Bin Ladin? When will realize that you are the worst blot of shame upon the face of my glorious religion? When will you, O jaahil Zarqawi, realize that it is not the will and wish of neither Allah nor Muhammad (PBUH) and the rest of the Muslims in the world to have each and every non Muslim in the world either converted or killed?

And let me also address the Sunni’s of Iraq. Look at me you idiots; I am the son of a Sunni father who married my mother, a hard liner Shia scholar. I have seen shias and sunnis get along very well in Pakistan, IT WAS ONLY THE WAHABBI’S WHO WANT EVERY SHIA AND EVERY SYED DEAD IN THE WHOLE WORLD, AND LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING ELSE TOO. THEY ARENT FRIENDS OF YOURS EITHER! I THINK OF THE HINDU’S IN 1947 PROVOKING THE SIKHS TO ASSASINATE MUSLIMS, AND THEN ATTACKING SIKHS THEMSELVS IN THE 80′S.

You claim to be Sunnis – Follower of the Ways and Life of Prophet PBUH. Tell me you stupid morons, tell me when did the Prophet (PBUH) kill another Muslim, Tell me when he ordered the killing of any Muslim? Do you really have the guts to assassinate another believer of Allah just because he is a loyalist to Ali, Prophet’s own son in law and the person about whom Muhammad PBUH said, “Ali is to me what Haroon (Aaron) was to Musa (Moses).”? You rascals, may Allah’s fury be upon you, you email me and tell me I ought to raise voice against the Danish cartoons or else the prophet will ask me on the day of judgment that “What did you do to keep my honor” and you aren’t afraid of the prophet who will now ask you that “Why the hell would you disrespect the resting place of one of my own children?” “Why the hell did you, only to follow a lunatic wahabbi, set sails to remove all of my descendants, the Syeds, from the world?”
I’d be interested in knowing how the Sunni Militia is willing to respond to that?

And the Shia’s aren’t any different either. Mr. Muqtada Al Sadr, your Mehdi Militia attacked and burned down Sunni MOSQUES. A MOSQUE? YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO BURN ALLAH’S HOUSE DOWN JUST BECAUSE SOME UNKNOWN BASTARDS ASSAULTED A HOLY SHIA SHRINE? AND YOU BURN DOWN THE HOUSE OF ALLAH?
Frankly, then this gives every right to the American and other coalition forces to bomb, destroy and completely obliterate each and every single holy site of Islam on the name of searching for Bin Ladin. After all, it is all the same is it not? You attack your own mosque because your holy shrine was attacked and your feelings were hurt. Similarly, the American feelings were hurt too after the 9/11 attacks and this gives them total rights to follow their anger and punish their culprits no matter what it takes.

Stop it you morons, stop this! You are the followers of the prophet who was the peace for all worlds, and here you are, becoming the second name for danger, destruction, violence and turmoil. Your prophet did not get the people of Taif punished who stoned him to an extent where his shoes were filled with his own blood, and look at you, you cannot even show a single bit of that patience, of that tolerance. Shame upon you, shame upon us.

Allah, give me the strength to watch all this. You gave me the eyes to see and a mind to think, and now all I see is disobedience of your orders and all I think is how close to being totally anti-Islam the Muslims themselves have come. Please, shine your light on me, and these misguided people. Give us the tolerance of Muhammad; give us his patience and his wisdom. Amen.